the fundamental things apply as time goes by...
Last night was SO freakin' nerve-wracking!

The scene: My mother and me sitting on the couch watching American Idol. My father is on the computer. Ryan announces that Jon Peter Lewis, Diana DeGarmo and my love, John Stevens are in the bottom 3. Okay, keep cool, Seda. He'll just go back and be safe. But no. Diana is safe. Okay, I'm keepin' cool. He surely must be safe. I mean, JPL and Johnny. JPL is so out. Okay, commercial break. I'm worried. I'm sad. I'm angry. I'm anxious. I'm losing my mind. I get up and pace back and forth in my living room. I'm seriously on the verge of tears. If John is out, I'll cry. I'm SO not in the mood to cry. I mean, I was having a pretty good day. I didn't want it ruined. I run into my room say my quick prayers for John and runn back. Okay, commerical break is over. JPL or John. John or JPL. OMG, TELL US ALREADY, RYAN!!! And the next person eliminated is....


Jon Peter Lewis!!!!!!!!!!!


YAY!!! I jumped up and screamed!!! Hooray for Johnny!!!

He's safe this week but next week's Barry Manilow week and I must vote more!

I'm so happy. =D