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You may say I'm a dreamer but I'm not the only one.
Dec. 8th, 2005 | 06:23 pm
mood: sad
music: John Lennon + Imagine
I love you and I miss you, John Lennon.
October 9, 1940 - December 8, 1980
October 9, 1940 - December 8, 1980
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i'll do what it takes till i touch the sky...
Jul. 20th, 2004 | 09:34 am
mood: stressed
music: Kelly Clarkson // Breakaway
You know that feeling when you get when you have something that's due and you most likely won't finish it in time for the dealine? Last night I had that feeling. It absolutely horrible! I have to read An Tree Grows In Brooklyn by Betty Smith and Night by Elie Wiesel. I don't want to read either of them. >_< I mean, I'm sure they're good books. They look good but I just don't have the motivation to get up and read them. NO MOTIVATION! Can you believe July is almost over and I've only read the first 52 pages of A Tree Grows In Brooklyn and I have yet to start Night! Night is only 109...
Aww, man. I'm so screwed. >_<
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...the answer to all my dreams is as close as a touch away...
Jul. 15th, 2004 | 06:37 pm
mood: nerdy
music: Clay Aiken // This Is The Night
I have a pigeon! Yes, that wasn't a typo. I have a real, live pigeon in my apartment. We found it yesterday when I was taking a walk with my mother and my nana. My nana put some medicine on it because its chest was really injured. Afetrwards, my father decided to bring it home. Yay! It's so cute! I absolutely love it! I named him Mister Kyrie Eleison. I think the pigeon is a he but I don't know for sure. Before found out the meaning of Kyrie Eleison, I thought it was a name. =P I know, I'm stupid so I thought I'd go back to that idea I had and name it that! =D
I downloaded Photoshop 7 the other day off of Limewire (I know it's illegal but who cares! =P). IT IS SO FREAKING CONFUSING! Grr...everyone makes all their supar cool blends using it and I can't make squat. >_< If anyone has an tutorials I could use, I'd appreciate it very much. =)
I downloaded Photoshop 7 the other day off of Limewire (I know it's illegal but who cares! =P). IT IS SO FREAKING CONFUSING! Grr...everyone makes all their supar cool blends using it and I can't make squat. >_< If anyone has an tutorials I could use, I'd appreciate it very much. =)
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Make a wish, take a chance, make a change, and break away...
Jul. 10th, 2004 | 11:31 pm
mood: happy
music: Kelly Clarkson // Breakaway
Okay, I finally had another Clay dream last night! I hadn't had on in SO long. Here it is:
I was with 4 of my friends and we wanted to show one of thema round town (since they just moved here and all). Well we decided to call for a taxi to come and drive us around. After waiting for quite a while the taxi finally shows up! And guess who the driver is? Clay Aiken! Okay so we all got into the back of the car. For some reason none of my friends sat in the passenger seat. I, for one, was too nervous to sit next to him so instead, I sat right behind Mr. Aiken. Clay drove us around but for some strange reason, he kept circling around our block...over and over and over again! I was really quiet during the whole ride while my friends kept babbling on and on. I kept staring at Clay in the side view mirror. I said one thing during the whole ride to Clay but he didn't hear me so I felt really embarassed so I kept my mouth shut the rest of the way. Anywho, we finally arrive at some thrift store and my friends all get out. I just stay put in the car. One of my friends ask me if I'm coming and I just make an excuse to stay in the car by saying that it's too hot in the store. So while we're in the car, I keep looking at Clay and we make eye contact when I was looking at him from the rear view mirror. I look down and I get really embarased. Finally, out of nowhere, Clay says to me "Do you know how pretty you are?". Gah! I could of died right there. My face turned really red because I was blushing like crazy. Then I said to Clay "Thanks. You're really pretty too.". He started giggled in that southern laugh of his (totally adorable). And then I realized I called him pretty so I felt really embarassed. Then my friends got back, they start complaining to Clay how he should have went outside and opened the door for them. Clay just mumbled something to them but I couldn't hear what he said. Then my friends started showing each other what they got...
And then I woke up. =P Gah, but I still can't believe Clay called me pretty! I know it was only in my dream but it felt SO real! =D
Clay Aiken thinks I'm pretty and I think he's pretty too. =P
I was with 4 of my friends and we wanted to show one of thema round town (since they just moved here and all). Well we decided to call for a taxi to come and drive us around. After waiting for quite a while the taxi finally shows up! And guess who the driver is? Clay Aiken! Okay so we all got into the back of the car. For some reason none of my friends sat in the passenger seat. I, for one, was too nervous to sit next to him so instead, I sat right behind Mr. Aiken. Clay drove us around but for some strange reason, he kept circling around our block...over and over and over again! I was really quiet during the whole ride while my friends kept babbling on and on. I kept staring at Clay in the side view mirror. I said one thing during the whole ride to Clay but he didn't hear me so I felt really embarassed so I kept my mouth shut the rest of the way. Anywho, we finally arrive at some thrift store and my friends all get out. I just stay put in the car. One of my friends ask me if I'm coming and I just make an excuse to stay in the car by saying that it's too hot in the store. So while we're in the car, I keep looking at Clay and we make eye contact when I was looking at him from the rear view mirror. I look down and I get really embarased. Finally, out of nowhere, Clay says to me "Do you know how pretty you are?". Gah! I could of died right there. My face turned really red because I was blushing like crazy. Then I said to Clay "Thanks. You're really pretty too.". He started giggled in that southern laugh of his (totally adorable). And then I realized I called him pretty so I felt really embarassed. Then my friends got back, they start complaining to Clay how he should have went outside and opened the door for them. Clay just mumbled something to them but I couldn't hear what he said. Then my friends started showing each other what they got...
And then I woke up. =P Gah, but I still can't believe Clay called me pretty! I know it was only in my dream but it felt SO real! =D
Clay Aiken thinks I'm pretty and I think he's pretty too. =P
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i want to take shelter from the poison rain where the streets have no name...
Jul. 9th, 2004 | 01:15 pm
mood: excited
music: Clay Aiken // Where The Street Have No Name (LIVE)
Hello friends! =D
Like my new layout?! Maggie from BFC made it for me and I love it! =)
You gotta' love the Clelly!
Anyway, Clay's first summer concert was last night! =D Oh, the excitment! Someone cellcerted this person on Idolforums so she told us everything that was happening live. Geeze, the thread was going at like a million miles per hour! I would try to post something about what someone said and when I finally did, 3 more pages already passed! =O Yes, yes. If you haven't looked at any Clack yet....WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?! Get your butt over to MeasureOfAFan.com and watch their videos! There's only 2 videos though because the stupid security was really strict about cameras nd blah, blah, blah. But the few pictures I did see were good. The outfits Clay wore just screamed "CLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!". Yep, they sure did. =D
Speakin' about Clay's Summer Tour, the tour program is beautiful! The photos were just amazingly hot. The most gorgeous pictures of Clay I have ever seen. Gah, too beautiful for words.
Clay's Summer '04 Tour - Tour Program
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Now do it with me.....breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out. =)
The actual set list! =D Mike got this from AOL so it's most likely correct.
1. Where The Streets Have No Name(by U2)
2. Shine
3. When You Say You Love Me
4. I Will Carry You (sitting on steps and singing)
5. Kyrie (on the catwalk)(by Mr. Mister)
6. No More Sad Songs (sitting down and singing)
7. Sweet Baby James (by James Taylor)
8. How Sweet It Is (by James Taylor)
9. Fire and Rain (by James Taylor)
10. You've Got a Friend (by James Taylor)
11. Whenever I see Your Smiling Face (by James Taylor)
12. Measure of a Man (not acoustic)
(He's now having people dance with him)
13. Run To Me
INTERMISSION
Proud of your Boy (not singing, they are showing the video while talking about charities)
14. Perfect Day
15. I Survivied You
(Clay grabbed a cell phone from audience)
16. All About Love (by Steven Curtis Chapman)
17. Rosanna (by Toto)
18. 5 Candles (by Jars Of Clay)
19. This is the Night
20. Invisible
21. ENCORE - Solitaire!!!
Eeep! =D How exciting! I wish a could go, seeing Clay live in concert is better than watching him on some low-quality video. =( But oh well. Kristina said she'll cellcert me from her concert! I will just be so happy if she does! =D Eeep! She's the greatest! I love her!
Like my new layout?! Maggie from BFC made it for me and I love it! =)
You gotta' love the Clelly!
Anyway, Clay's first summer concert was last night! =D Oh, the excitment! Someone cellcerted this person on Idolforums so she told us everything that was happening live. Geeze, the thread was going at like a million miles per hour! I would try to post something about what someone said and when I finally did, 3 more pages already passed! =O Yes, yes. If you haven't looked at any Clack yet....WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?! Get your butt over to MeasureOfAFan.com and watch their videos! There's only 2 videos though because the stupid security was really strict about cameras nd blah, blah, blah. But the few pictures I did see were good. The outfits Clay wore just screamed "CLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!". Yep, they sure did. =D
Speakin' about Clay's Summer Tour, the tour program is beautiful! The photos were just amazingly hot. The most gorgeous pictures of Clay I have ever seen. Gah, too beautiful for words.
Clay's Summer '04 Tour - Tour Program
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Now do it with me.....breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out. =)
The actual set list! =D Mike got this from AOL so it's most likely correct.
1. Where The Streets Have No Name(by U2)
2. Shine
3. When You Say You Love Me
4. I Will Carry You (sitting on steps and singing)
5. Kyrie (on the catwalk)(by Mr. Mister)
6. No More Sad Songs (sitting down and singing)
7. Sweet Baby James (by James Taylor)
8. How Sweet It Is (by James Taylor)
9. Fire and Rain (by James Taylor)
10. You've Got a Friend (by James Taylor)
11. Whenever I see Your Smiling Face (by James Taylor)
12. Measure of a Man (not acoustic)
(He's now having people dance with him)
13. Run To Me
INTERMISSION
Proud of your Boy (not singing, they are showing the video while talking about charities)
14. Perfect Day
15. I Survivied You
(Clay grabbed a cell phone from audience)
16. All About Love (by Steven Curtis Chapman)
17. Rosanna (by Toto)
18. 5 Candles (by Jars Of Clay)
19. This is the Night
20. Invisible
21. ENCORE - Solitaire!!!
Eeep! =D How exciting! I wish a could go, seeing Clay live in concert is better than watching him on some low-quality video. =( But oh well. Kristina said she'll cellcert me from her concert! I will just be so happy if she does! =D Eeep! She's the greatest! I love her!
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Coulda been the best thing since high school...
Jul. 3rd, 2004 | 07:51 pm
Guess what?! I got a bunny named after meeeeeee! =D Yes, Kristina named one of her 3 adorable bunnies after me! =D
Everyone, meet Clayton Huey Seda V. a.k.a. Bunny Foo Foo! =D
The 3 cuties.... [from left to right] Claytaford Luey Shari V. a.k.a. Newsbunny, Claytina Duey Janet V. a.k.a. Tater Bun, and Clayton Huey Seda V. a.k.a. Bunny Foo Foo!
Isn't they so cuuuuute?! What a lovely bunch! I wuv them! <33333 I am very honored indeed since I've never been named after a bunny (let alone anything!). Gah, thanks so much, Kristina! You're the greatest! =)
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Oh, Clay.....the things I do for you...
Jul. 2nd, 2004 | 01:30 pm
mood: tired
music: Clay Aiken // I Will Carry You
Last night, I knew Clay was going to be on Good Morning America so I decided to stay up the entire night so I wouldn't miss it. You probably don't think I could do it but...I did! Yes, I accomplished it. =D I listen to 5 CDs that helped me stay up. =) I wasn't really tired anyway. Until about 3:30.....it kind of started to hit me, you know? But I faced it all and I stood tall and....
I did it! =D Hooray for me, I know. Haha! So after I listened to the CD I burned of all of Kelly Clarkson's concert performances from the Independent tour it was around 5-ish. I didn't want to get up and make noise to wake my parents up and have a big fuss about it so I stayed in my bed. I didn't listen to another CD because I didn't feel like it. I sat up and looked at my posters on the wall and looked outside. I was going to get up at 6 9the time my parents usually do). I admit I was really tired so I thought I'd lay down a bit and close my eyes. Just for a minute...
So I fell asleep. I totally didn't realize that I was or I would have jumped up immediately! But no. I fell sound asleep. =(
When I woke up....OH THE HORROR! It was 9:10AM! Good Morning America was 10 minutes over! I was SO frustrated! I started crying.
Two reasons:
1. I had missed Clay perform LIVE on Good Morning America
2. I stayed up ALL night just to see him perform
I was so angry at myself. =( Then I felt miserable but I decided to get up anyway. Then came...
SUPERMOM! =D
She had taped GMA for me! =) Oh, the happiness! I didn't even think that she knew Clay would be on it but she did and I was happy. =) Thank God for my mother.
I'm still pretty mad at myself for falling asleep though but oh well. I'll accomplish this goal one day, without falling asleep at the end. =P
So anyway, I watched Clay and he was A-M-A-Z-I-N-G! 'I Survived You' was my favorite performance. All his performances are just awesome. I broke down to tears again during it and blah, I was just a mess. I'm so emotional. =P A lot of my friends always ask me why I love him so much. I just do. I love him more and more everyday.
I did it! =D Hooray for me, I know. Haha! So after I listened to the CD I burned of all of Kelly Clarkson's concert performances from the Independent tour it was around 5-ish. I didn't want to get up and make noise to wake my parents up and have a big fuss about it so I stayed in my bed. I didn't listen to another CD because I didn't feel like it. I sat up and looked at my posters on the wall and looked outside. I was going to get up at 6 9the time my parents usually do). I admit I was really tired so I thought I'd lay down a bit and close my eyes. Just for a minute...
So I fell asleep. I totally didn't realize that I was or I would have jumped up immediately! But no. I fell sound asleep. =(
When I woke up....OH THE HORROR! It was 9:10AM! Good Morning America was 10 minutes over! I was SO frustrated! I started crying.
Two reasons:
1. I had missed Clay perform LIVE on Good Morning America
2. I stayed up ALL night just to see him perform
I was so angry at myself. =( Then I felt miserable but I decided to get up anyway. Then came...
SUPERMOM! =D
She had taped GMA for me! =) Oh, the happiness! I didn't even think that she knew Clay would be on it but she did and I was happy. =) Thank God for my mother.
I'm still pretty mad at myself for falling asleep though but oh well. I'll accomplish this goal one day, without falling asleep at the end. =P
So anyway, I watched Clay and he was A-M-A-Z-I-N-G! 'I Survived You' was my favorite performance. All his performances are just awesome. I broke down to tears again during it and blah, I was just a mess. I'm so emotional. =P A lot of my friends always ask me why I love him so much. I just do. I love him more and more everyday.
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i can't put my fingers on just what it is that makes me love you
Jun. 24th, 2004 | 06:41 pm
mood: crazy
music: Clay Aiken // The Way
Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious!
Oh my goodness, I freakin' LOVE that word! I'm trying to learn how say/spell it......hopefully it won't take me 3 weeks like it took Clay though. =P
( The 2 Clay blends I made today! )
I burned a CD today! =D It's has a bunch of Mr. Aiken's performances from tv appearances and such. Aaaaaand.....I made a pretty cover for it! Yes, I know you must be very jealous. =P
I talked to Melissa a little while ago. Oodles and oodles of fun! Haha! Hmm...let's see the topics we discussed.
- Avril Lavigne (Sorry if you like her but I dislike her very much)
- Ryan Seacrest (Mellie doesn't think he's hot but I do!)
- Clay Aiken (Well duuuh, isn't he included in every conversation, haha!)
- Kelly Clarkson (her career and such)
- Wallpapers (I looove them!)
- Our careers for the future (Me: Special Education teacher; Mellie: Journalist)
- Marriage (Oh so faaaaaar away.....)
- Friends (the past and present)
- Ebay (So much to find!)
- Movies (Beaches, Casablanca....you know the deal)
My mom's makin' spaghetti tonight! I love spaghetti! <3 Actually, I love all Italian food. Yummy!
Actually, it's ready right now! =D Ciao!
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throw away your troubles, dream with me
Jun. 23rd, 2004 | 11:07 am
mood: happy
music: Michael Buble // Lazy River
INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold is false.
01. When I was younger, I made some bad decisions
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love olives
04. I love sleeping
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video games
08. I've tried marijuana
09. I've watched porn movies
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy
13. I have acne free skin (most of the time)
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I curse frequently
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a hobby
18. I've been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing.
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
20. I'm really, really smart
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal
23. I hate the rain
24. I'm paranoid at times
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
26. I need money right now (well I want it more than I actually need it)
27. I love sushi
28. I talk really, really fast (sometimes)
29. I have fresh breath in the morning
30. I have long hair
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis
35. I have a twin
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyes in the past (If wearing a wig on halloween counts then yes)
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
40. I know how to cornrow
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have a lot of mood swings
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is hot
45. I have cheated on a Sig. O. in the past
46. I have a hidden talent
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I think that I'm popular
49. I am currently single
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex
51. I enjoy talking on the phone
52. I practically live in sweatpants
53. I love to shop
54. I would rather shop than eat
55. I would classify myself as ghetto
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I'm obsessed with my Xanga
58. I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
59. I'm a pretty good dancer
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
62. I have a cell phone
63. I believe in God
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
66. I love drama
67. I have never been in a real relationship before
68. I've rejected someone before
69. I currently have a crush on someone (kind of)
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
71. I want to have children in the future
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything
77. I have a lot to learn
78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex
81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs at a party
84. I have made a move on a friend's Sig. O. in the past
85. I own the "South Park" movie
86. I have avoided assignments to be on Live Journal
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
88. I enjoy country music
89. I would die for my best friends
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it (sometimes, haha)
98. I have dated a close friend's ex
99. I'm happy as of this moment
100. I would trade my life with someone else at this moment
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Yay for pink duckies!
Jun. 20th, 2004 | 09:28 pm
mood: chipper
music: Clayton Aiken - For Having You To Love
Oooh, lookie!
Yes, it is a my pink duckie and I do currently have an obsession with the name Pocahontas. =P
....maybe I should go watch the movie!
Yes, it is a my pink duckie and I do currently have an obsession with the name Pocahontas. =P
....maybe I should go watch the movie!
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why don't you pretend that we were just a dream?
Jun. 17th, 2004 | 02:13 pm
mood: hot
music: Kelly Clarkson - Just Missed The Train
Today was such a lovely day (well most of it at least).
I went to school in the morning and took my Social Studies final which was pretty easy and I finished it at like 9:40am but the earliest the teachers let you leave is 10am (some stupid school policy). Yes, so I waited and finally they let us leave. I think I did pretty good. I'm thinking somewhere in the 80s maybe possibley early 90s. So anyway, I went outside with Sammii, Joanne, and Brittany and we waited for Lester, Melissa, and Marco. Ryu couldn't come. Well like half an hour later they came but Leighann had to stay and wait for her Grandfather or something but we were hungry so we left but Melissa stayed and waited.
So we went to Jack's Pizza and it wasn't really crowded there like we thought it would be, which was good. I had one plain slice of sicillian pizza and and I shared a diet Sprite with Sammi. And later we went to the Dairybarn and got a Orange Bubblegum slushie (it tasted better than it sounds) and then we went back to Jack's. Well then we got bored so me, Sammii, Joanne, and Britany left but we forgot to tell Lester, Marco, and Melissa which was stupid of us. I guess I didn't tell them because I assumed someone else would and they would join us later. I was wrong. =(
We went to Knocks and were just looking around when Lester, Marco, and Melissa came in and they were all like 'Why did you guys leave?' and I was just like 'I don't know.' so then we all started yelling in the store so we bought our candy and went outside to continue the yelling. Well Lester was tellign Sammii that it was rude of her to hang up on him when he called (even though Sammii didn't care), Melissa kept asking us why we just left and didn't tell them where we were going and then it all hit me. I had forgot that I didn't tell them. I tried to explain that I assumed that they would just know and how stupid it was of me. Then Sammi just got really mad and just left but I ran after and kept asking her to stay but she didn't want to because everyone else was yelling at her and she felt like everyone was blaming her. Joanne decided to walk home with her. I didn't know if I should stay when Lester, Marco, Melissa, and Brittany or go with Sammii and Joanne. I decided to stay with Lester and the others because I couldn't go walk all the way to Sammii's house.
Well then we were just talking and kind of quiet and Lester said he had to go to the church the see his mom (she works there) and I was all for it because well, I've never ever been inside a church and I've always wanted to see it. So we went and talked to Lester's mom and a couple other people who also worked there and it was really cool. It was really pretty too and I loved to stained glass on the walls. Then Marco showed me how to do that cross thing with your hands and I finally learned it! Then there were a lot of candles lined up in the back so we went and it was really cool because you donated 25 cents for every candle you lighted and I donated $1.25 to the church! So then we went into like the basement where the religion classes were held and I also think you eat food there and stuff. Oh yeah, and the kitchen looked just like my kitchen at my house in Cyprus! Haha, it was pretty cool. There was all a 'Give & Take' box and since I didn't really have anything to give I just took a little booklet with these poems in it. It was such a pretty church though. I asked Lester if they had like a Gospel and stuff in his church and he said that was in Baptist churches and stuff. Gee, I wonder if Clay's church has one?! I wish I could go to a church every Sunday. It sounds really fun and interesting (even though my friends say it isn't). Oh yeah, so I was asking questions about everything and I asked if they listened to Christian music like Steven Curtis Chapman (By the way, I like Steven Curtis Chapman! That guys is amazing!) and finally Lester asked me if I was converting and I think he was being serious but I said I wasn't I was just really interested in it any stuff. I don't know, I would never convert. I like being Muslim but I just think that Christianity is pretty cool, that's all. Maybe it's a fase or something, for me. But yes, after that we went out and looked at the stature of Virgin Mary and it was really pretty. Then we went back into the lobby because it was so hot and I think we were all dehydrated or something. We just talked about what we should do but finally I decided to go home because it was just getting too hot and I felt like I would faint or something so we walked back to the school and Lester and Marco drew on my foot. Werid, I know. The my mother came and I went home.
Wow, that was a really detailed entry about my day, haha. Well I'm off to finish the gift I'm making for the Summer Secret thingy on Idolforums. Ooh yeah, and I get to talk to Kristina tonight! =D
I went to school in the morning and took my Social Studies final which was pretty easy and I finished it at like 9:40am but the earliest the teachers let you leave is 10am (some stupid school policy). Yes, so I waited and finally they let us leave. I think I did pretty good. I'm thinking somewhere in the 80s maybe possibley early 90s. So anyway, I went outside with Sammii, Joanne, and Brittany and we waited for Lester, Melissa, and Marco. Ryu couldn't come. Well like half an hour later they came but Leighann had to stay and wait for her Grandfather or something but we were hungry so we left but Melissa stayed and waited.
So we went to Jack's Pizza and it wasn't really crowded there like we thought it would be, which was good. I had one plain slice of sicillian pizza and and I shared a diet Sprite with Sammi. And later we went to the Dairybarn and got a Orange Bubblegum slushie (it tasted better than it sounds) and then we went back to Jack's. Well then we got bored so me, Sammii, Joanne, and Britany left but we forgot to tell Lester, Marco, and Melissa which was stupid of us. I guess I didn't tell them because I assumed someone else would and they would join us later. I was wrong. =(
We went to Knocks and were just looking around when Lester, Marco, and Melissa came in and they were all like 'Why did you guys leave?' and I was just like 'I don't know.' so then we all started yelling in the store so we bought our candy and went outside to continue the yelling. Well Lester was tellign Sammii that it was rude of her to hang up on him when he called (even though Sammii didn't care), Melissa kept asking us why we just left and didn't tell them where we were going and then it all hit me. I had forgot that I didn't tell them. I tried to explain that I assumed that they would just know and how stupid it was of me. Then Sammi just got really mad and just left but I ran after and kept asking her to stay but she didn't want to because everyone else was yelling at her and she felt like everyone was blaming her. Joanne decided to walk home with her. I didn't know if I should stay when Lester, Marco, Melissa, and Brittany or go with Sammii and Joanne. I decided to stay with Lester and the others because I couldn't go walk all the way to Sammii's house.
Well then we were just talking and kind of quiet and Lester said he had to go to the church the see his mom (she works there) and I was all for it because well, I've never ever been inside a church and I've always wanted to see it. So we went and talked to Lester's mom and a couple other people who also worked there and it was really cool. It was really pretty too and I loved to stained glass on the walls. Then Marco showed me how to do that cross thing with your hands and I finally learned it! Then there were a lot of candles lined up in the back so we went and it was really cool because you donated 25 cents for every candle you lighted and I donated $1.25 to the church! So then we went into like the basement where the religion classes were held and I also think you eat food there and stuff. Oh yeah, and the kitchen looked just like my kitchen at my house in Cyprus! Haha, it was pretty cool. There was all a 'Give & Take' box and since I didn't really have anything to give I just took a little booklet with these poems in it. It was such a pretty church though. I asked Lester if they had like a Gospel and stuff in his church and he said that was in Baptist churches and stuff. Gee, I wonder if Clay's church has one?! I wish I could go to a church every Sunday. It sounds really fun and interesting (even though my friends say it isn't). Oh yeah, so I was asking questions about everything and I asked if they listened to Christian music like Steven Curtis Chapman (By the way, I like Steven Curtis Chapman! That guys is amazing!) and finally Lester asked me if I was converting and I think he was being serious but I said I wasn't I was just really interested in it any stuff. I don't know, I would never convert. I like being Muslim but I just think that Christianity is pretty cool, that's all. Maybe it's a fase or something, for me. But yes, after that we went out and looked at the stature of Virgin Mary and it was really pretty. Then we went back into the lobby because it was so hot and I think we were all dehydrated or something. We just talked about what we should do but finally I decided to go home because it was just getting too hot and I felt like I would faint or something so we walked back to the school and Lester and Marco drew on my foot. Werid, I know. The my mother came and I went home.
Wow, that was a really detailed entry about my day, haha. Well I'm off to finish the gift I'm making for the Summer Secret thingy on Idolforums. Ooh yeah, and I get to talk to Kristina tonight! =D
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should i believe the magic in your eyes?
Jun. 12th, 2004 | 03:16 pm
mood: chipper
music: Clay Aiken - When You Say You Love Me
I just found this on Idolforums and it's so cute! <3
This is what was written sometime last year...
Some predicted Clay's future way back in 1997...Six years ago when Lisa Chrysanthou, got a poetry-writing assignment in her Leesville High School English class, she was intriqued by the subject matter. Each studemt was assigned to write a poem describing a fellow classmate without using his or her name. The classthen had to listen to all the poems and determine who each was about...a boring assignment for some...but not for Lisa, whose subject was none other than Clayton Aiken. Her poem follows...
Once in awhile,
Although they're hard to find,
We come across a person,
That's truly one of a kind.
Such is this individual,
Who in his work takes great pride.
This talented young man,
Has nothing in the world to hide.
He has a lot to say,
And says it most of the time,
Regardless of what others think,
He freely speaks his mind.
He has a special way,
Of making others laugh.
Friendly and most helpful,
He's well liked by Leesville staff.
Unlike most male students,
This one never wears a hat.
But hanging from his pocket,
You're sure to find Sylvester the Cat.
Others copy his style,
Yet it's not the clothes he wears.
Rather it's the unique color,
Of his copper-colored hair.
And speaking of uncommon colors,
It still remains to be seen,
Another kid in class
With sneakers that are fluorescent green.
The accomplishments by this person,
In the theater and in shows,
Affirm the gift that he has been given,
And all the places he will go.
This is what was written sometime last year...
Some predicted Clay's future way back in 1997...Six years ago when Lisa Chrysanthou, got a poetry-writing assignment in her Leesville High School English class, she was intriqued by the subject matter. Each studemt was assigned to write a poem describing a fellow classmate without using his or her name. The classthen had to listen to all the poems and determine who each was about...a boring assignment for some...but not for Lisa, whose subject was none other than Clayton Aiken. Her poem follows...
Once in awhile,
Although they're hard to find,
We come across a person,
That's truly one of a kind.
Such is this individual,
Who in his work takes great pride.
This talented young man,
Has nothing in the world to hide.
He has a lot to say,
And says it most of the time,
Regardless of what others think,
He freely speaks his mind.
He has a special way,
Of making others laugh.
Friendly and most helpful,
He's well liked by Leesville staff.
Unlike most male students,
This one never wears a hat.
But hanging from his pocket,
You're sure to find Sylvester the Cat.
Others copy his style,
Yet it's not the clothes he wears.
Rather it's the unique color,
Of his copper-colored hair.
And speaking of uncommon colors,
It still remains to be seen,
Another kid in class
With sneakers that are fluorescent green.
The accomplishments by this person,
In the theater and in shows,
Affirm the gift that he has been given,
And all the places he will go.
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Come fly with me, let’s fly, let’s fly away....
Jun. 11th, 2004 | 08:21 pm
mood: bouncy
music: Frank Sinatra - Come Fly With Me
Hello friends! =D
Sorry about not updating in a while. I've just been so busy with school and all. Alright, that's a lie. The truth is I've been kind of too lazy to and also my Nana was in the hospital since Wednesday so whenever I'd get home from the hospital around 7-ish, I'd be too tired/lazy to come on here and update. But anywho, my Nana is out of the hospital (thankfully). On Wednesday, she stopped breathing and had to be rushed to the Emergency room. She was also have chest pains. But she got out today and she feels much better. =)
School's almost over and I honestly couldn't be happier. This school year was just blah. I didn't hate it but I didn't love it either. Finals are coming up next week and I've been sord of studying for then. English, I don't need to study for (even the teacher said so). I have to study a little for Social Studies and Spanish but Math and Science the most. Especially Science. I'm in accelerated and I'm freaking out over it because I don't want to do bad. Thankfully, it's not till the 22nd and Math isn't till the 21st.
Today in science Mr. T told us we were going to disect frogs on Monday. I went into the back and looked at the dead frogs that were in the bags. Oh my God. It was the most disgusting, gross, creepy, ugly, icky, loathesome, nasty and nauseating thing. I thought I would throw up all over the place. Right then and there I decided that I wouldn't do it. I told Mr. T and he said that was fine and he wouldn't force us to do it. And besides for the fact that the frogs were gross, I also thought it was inhumane to do that to them. Alright, they purposely killed these frogs with chemicals just so students could cut them apart and pull out the organs. I told Mr. T that that was how I felt and someone said to me 'Well you eat meat and that's killing animals.". Well at least it's doing someone good (in this case, the people who eat meat). Who good does it do to cut apart frogs after they're dead? For stupid extra credit points that will be completely meaningless in life. Would they want others taking them apart and using them for a stupid study? I don't think so. And the frogs are our team mascot too. Wow, we're so full fo school spirit. Not.
Anyway, I was just talking to Timmy and found out that he like Big Band music too! He said he loves Frank Sinatra, Dean Martin, Ella Fitzgerald and all that other stuff. He's officially my new best friend! I've never, ever met anyone in my school who likes that type of music. I got so excited and jumpy that I knocked over my water bottle. =P I'm such a dork. Oh, and you know what else? He likes John Stevens too!
Timmy. Is. My. Idol.
Oh yes, Ryan showed me his supar cool calculator today! Oooh, the amazingness! =D You just push a buttton and watch the magic unfold! Haha!
=D
Kristina, if you see this can you comment me or PM me about when we can talk! Have you taken your road test yet? I wanna know if you passed or not. If you haven't tkaen it yet....good luck!
Cool thingy....
Me and Carmen....wow-ness!
Sorry about not updating in a while. I've just been so busy with school and all. Alright, that's a lie. The truth is I've been kind of too lazy to and also my Nana was in the hospital since Wednesday so whenever I'd get home from the hospital around 7-ish, I'd be too tired/lazy to come on here and update. But anywho, my Nana is out of the hospital (thankfully). On Wednesday, she stopped breathing and had to be rushed to the Emergency room. She was also have chest pains. But she got out today and she feels much better. =)
School's almost over and I honestly couldn't be happier. This school year was just blah. I didn't hate it but I didn't love it either. Finals are coming up next week and I've been sord of studying for then. English, I don't need to study for (even the teacher said so). I have to study a little for Social Studies and Spanish but Math and Science the most. Especially Science. I'm in accelerated and I'm freaking out over it because I don't want to do bad. Thankfully, it's not till the 22nd and Math isn't till the 21st.
Today in science Mr. T told us we were going to disect frogs on Monday. I went into the back and looked at the dead frogs that were in the bags. Oh my God. It was the most disgusting, gross, creepy, ugly, icky, loathesome, nasty and nauseating thing. I thought I would throw up all over the place. Right then and there I decided that I wouldn't do it. I told Mr. T and he said that was fine and he wouldn't force us to do it. And besides for the fact that the frogs were gross, I also thought it was inhumane to do that to them. Alright, they purposely killed these frogs with chemicals just so students could cut them apart and pull out the organs. I told Mr. T that that was how I felt and someone said to me 'Well you eat meat and that's killing animals.". Well at least it's doing someone good (in this case, the people who eat meat). Who good does it do to cut apart frogs after they're dead? For stupid extra credit points that will be completely meaningless in life. Would they want others taking them apart and using them for a stupid study? I don't think so. And the frogs are our team mascot too. Wow, we're so full fo school spirit. Not.
Anyway, I was just talking to Timmy and found out that he like Big Band music too! He said he loves Frank Sinatra, Dean Martin, Ella Fitzgerald and all that other stuff. He's officially my new best friend! I've never, ever met anyone in my school who likes that type of music. I got so excited and jumpy that I knocked over my water bottle. =P I'm such a dork. Oh, and you know what else? He likes John Stevens too!
Timmy. Is. My. Idol.
Oh yes, Ryan showed me his supar cool calculator today! Oooh, the amazingness! =D You just push a buttton and watch the magic unfold! Haha!
=D
Kristina, if you see this can you comment me or PM me about when we can talk! Have you taken your road test yet? I wanna know if you passed or not. If you haven't tkaen it yet....good luck!
Cool thingy....
Me and Carmen....wow-ness!
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and when you need a friend, look around, i'll be sailing right behind...
May. 20th, 2004 | 04:16 pm
mood: blah
music: Bridge Over Troubled Water - Clay AIken
School today was just blah.
English------> we're reading this book and my teacher kept stopping to explain the slightest thing.....I was literally about to fall asleep right there. Why can't we ever read any good books? =P
Spanish-----> Wow, okay I'm actually starting get understand what the teacher is saying. A few months back I was like so lost and confused in that class but now I understand most things.
Technology-----> I couldn't get me and Sammii's stupid car to work so at the end I just threw it at her and say I could really care less if it works or not.
Math-----> fire drill!!! LOL, Sammii and me were acting all ghetto outside! Whoo hoo, fun times. Haha.
Band----->I just sat in the little closet-like room with Brittany, Betsy, and Krish and Britt played her baritone for us. Clarinets are cooler. =P Oh yeah and I asked Mr. Kavanagh (my band teacher ) if he had an extra flute I could borrow and he said he did have any. Crap.
Lunch----> Just whatever. Nothing really exciting happened.
Phys. Ed.------> I freakin' hate that class to death. Only fun part: me and Tara V. ran around during wiffleball making indian noise. Ya know, like when you say "Ohhhhhhhhhhh' and you tap your mouth it your hand and it make that noise? Yeah, we were bored. =P
Social Studies------>Betsy told me about her loser boyfriend and this nerdy guy that liked her. I told her to go with the nerd 'cause everyone knows.....NERDS ROCK! =D
Science-----> Mr. T told me to go sit in the back because I was laughing too much and be very "rude", "disrespectful", and "obnoxious". I hate him. Then Seiya came out of the backroom and was done writing his 4 pages out of the textbook (he got in yesterday and he was finishing it today). And when he handed it to Mr. T he said "Well someone else is going to have to write those pages too if they don't stop being so obnoxious.". Then everyone turned and looked at me. I felt like crying. He's so mean. I mean, it's not I like I was the only one talking. I felt like criminal or something. I hate science and I hate him to for doing that to me. He could of just told me to be quiet and I would have listened. Oh, and Justin kept turning around and telling me that I should of wrote those 4 pages too because he had to. So I told him to shut up and I said it kind of loud. And I'm always so nice to him and he's just so mean. Yeah, maybe I did deserve it but I don't care. Did he think that after he said that I'd get up and go write the 4 pages. NO! I'm not an idiot.
On to better news, my nana's coming on Saturday from Britain!!! I hope she'll be okay on the flight though.
Diana's in the finals! Yay! She totally deserved it and I really hope she wins. I worried though. Fantasia could also win.....but I hope she doesn't. I mean I don't hate her. I think she's nice and all but when she screams and says her 'yeah, yeah, yeah's I can't stand it. Other than that, I think she's okay. but...
GO DIANA!!!
Oh yeah, and I got my tickets for the American Idol concert in Long Island, NY! Section 114, row 10. =) I can't wait! I'm so excitied to see John! =D I'm going with Caroline, her mom, and Caroline's little cousin. =) And I'll definately bringing a sign and dressing up in all John gear. =D I order a visor that says 'REDHEAD' on it with John's signature! I can't wait to get it!
English------> we're reading this book and my teacher kept stopping to explain the slightest thing.....I was literally about to fall asleep right there. Why can't we ever read any good books? =P
Spanish-----> Wow, okay I'm actually starting get understand what the teacher is saying. A few months back I was like so lost and confused in that class but now I understand most things.
Technology-----> I couldn't get me and Sammii's stupid car to work so at the end I just threw it at her and say I could really care less if it works or not.
Math-----> fire drill!!! LOL, Sammii and me were acting all ghetto outside! Whoo hoo, fun times. Haha.
Band----->I just sat in the little closet-like room with Brittany, Betsy, and Krish and Britt played her baritone for us. Clarinets are cooler. =P Oh yeah and I asked Mr. Kavanagh (my band teacher ) if he had an extra flute I could borrow and he said he did have any. Crap.
Lunch----> Just whatever. Nothing really exciting happened.
Phys. Ed.------> I freakin' hate that class to death. Only fun part: me and Tara V. ran around during wiffleball making indian noise. Ya know, like when you say "Ohhhhhhhhhhh' and you tap your mouth it your hand and it make that noise? Yeah, we were bored. =P
Social Studies------>Betsy told me about her loser boyfriend and this nerdy guy that liked her. I told her to go with the nerd 'cause everyone knows.....NERDS ROCK! =D
Science-----> Mr. T told me to go sit in the back because I was laughing too much and be very "rude", "disrespectful", and "obnoxious". I hate him. Then Seiya came out of the backroom and was done writing his 4 pages out of the textbook (he got in yesterday and he was finishing it today). And when he handed it to Mr. T he said "Well someone else is going to have to write those pages too if they don't stop being so obnoxious.". Then everyone turned and looked at me. I felt like crying. He's so mean. I mean, it's not I like I was the only one talking. I felt like criminal or something. I hate science and I hate him to for doing that to me. He could of just told me to be quiet and I would have listened. Oh, and Justin kept turning around and telling me that I should of wrote those 4 pages too because he had to. So I told him to shut up and I said it kind of loud. And I'm always so nice to him and he's just so mean. Yeah, maybe I did deserve it but I don't care. Did he think that after he said that I'd get up and go write the 4 pages. NO! I'm not an idiot.
On to better news, my nana's coming on Saturday from Britain!!! I hope she'll be okay on the flight though.
Diana's in the finals! Yay! She totally deserved it and I really hope she wins. I worried though. Fantasia could also win.....but I hope she doesn't. I mean I don't hate her. I think she's nice and all but when she screams and says her 'yeah, yeah, yeah's I can't stand it. Other than that, I think she's okay. but...
GO DIANA!!!
Oh yeah, and I got my tickets for the American Idol concert in Long Island, NY! Section 114, row 10. =) I can't wait! I'm so excitied to see John! =D I'm going with Caroline, her mom, and Caroline's little cousin. =) And I'll definately bringing a sign and dressing up in all John gear. =D I order a visor that says 'REDHEAD' on it with John's signature! I can't wait to get it!
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how can you leave me standing, alone in a world that's so cold?
May. 12th, 2004 | 05:39 pm
Leno last was absolutely AMAZING! Clay looked goregous (as always) and he sang 'Solitaire' so beautifully! And the interview was lovely. =D Gah, I love that man. <3
I still haven't gotten tickets for Clay's concert this summer......everywhere is just to freakin' far from me! Clay come to the tri-state area! We love you here! Pretty please! I still have faith he'll add more dates closer to me and if not.....I'm going just feel awful about it. =( Oh yes, Kristina promised to call me from the concert! Whoo! Go cellcerting! =D AH! I'm SO excited! =D
Speaking of Kristina.......I get to chat with her on the phone tonight! *does a little happy dance* LOL! I love talking to her! She's so sweet and bubbly! And not to mention that there's never second of silence during our conversation. =p
Today, we had a student organization running presidency thingy. You know, when those people want to be president, vice president, secretary, and treasurer. Ugh! I forget what they call it! Me <------- short-term memory. =P
For the seniors, I'm voting for Kevin (president), Sophia (vice president), Anhouska (treasurer) and Katie (secretary). I'd like to run for secretary someday.....even though I'd never win. =( But even worse! If I did win then the whole school would be DOOMED! =O
Just kidding.....well maybe not. =P
aaaaaaaaaaand............
KRISTINA FOR AMERICAN IDOL 4! <3
I still haven't gotten tickets for Clay's concert this summer......everywhere is just to freakin' far from me! Clay come to the tri-state area! We love you here! Pretty please! I still have faith he'll add more dates closer to me and if not.....I'm going just feel awful about it. =( Oh yes, Kristina promised to call me from the concert! Whoo! Go cellcerting! =D AH! I'm SO excited! =D
Speaking of Kristina.......I get to chat with her on the phone tonight! *does a little happy dance* LOL! I love talking to her! She's so sweet and bubbly! And not to mention that there's never second of silence during our conversation. =p
Today, we had a student organization running presidency thingy. You know, when those people want to be president, vice president, secretary, and treasurer. Ugh! I forget what they call it! Me <------- short-term memory. =P
For the seniors, I'm voting for Kevin (president), Sophia (vice president), Anhouska (treasurer) and Katie (secretary). I'd like to run for secretary someday.....even though I'd never win. =( But even worse! If I did win then the whole school would be DOOMED! =O
Just kidding.....well maybe not. =P
aaaaaaaaaaand............
KRISTINA FOR AMERICAN IDOL 4! <3
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and if I can make it there, i’m gonna make it anywhere....
May. 5th, 2004 | 04:22 pm
mood: anxious
music: Frank Sinatra - New York, New York
On Sunday, I went to the mall with Caroline. =) Shopped around for a couple hours. Caroline got some cinnamon sticks (or whatever they're called) from Auntie Ann's......so yummy! I picked up a copy of Entertainment Weekly with top 6 AI3 finalists on the cover. John looked gorgeous (as always ;))! Oh yeah, and I got a hermit crab. Yep, that's right. He is SO cute! He's tiny (like a little bigger than a quarter) and he has an orange shell. I named him Johnny! =D Gee, I wonder who I named him after.....haha. =P He's adorable and I wuv him wery, wery much. <3
I GOT A CELLPHONE!!! Right after my father picked me up from Caroline's house and I showed him Johnny and he called me crazy for spending $20 on it he handed it to me and he's like 'Call your mom'. I'm like 'Wha? You got a cellphone? How cool!'. Then he broke the news to me.....IT'S MINE! =D I'm happy. It's a T-Mobile Samsung X105! I have 5 ringtones on it.....Toxic, A Moment Like This, This Is The Night, Unchained Melody, and New York, New York (which I'nm currently using). I win at life. =D
American Idol last night.....a total bore. George did good and La Toya too. Everyone else was okay. And OMG, I liked Fantasia's 2nd performance. =) That's the first performance I've liked by her in a long, long time. But George was the bestest. I want him to win even though he might not. =\
I'm calling Kristina tonight!!! =D I called her last night but she wasn't feeling good so we decided to talk tomorrow. Kristina, I hope you feel beter and I love yoooooou!
I GOT A CELLPHONE!!! Right after my father picked me up from Caroline's house and I showed him Johnny and he called me crazy for spending $20 on it he handed it to me and he's like 'Call your mom'. I'm like 'Wha? You got a cellphone? How cool!'. Then he broke the news to me.....IT'S MINE! =D I'm happy. It's a T-Mobile Samsung X105! I have 5 ringtones on it.....Toxic, A Moment Like This, This Is The Night, Unchained Melody, and New York, New York (which I'nm currently using). I win at life. =D
American Idol last night.....a total bore. George did good and La Toya too. Everyone else was okay. And OMG, I liked Fantasia's 2nd performance. =) That's the first performance I've liked by her in a long, long time. But George was the bestest. I want him to win even though he might not. =\
I'm calling Kristina tonight!!! =D I called her last night but she wasn't feeling good so we decided to talk tomorrow. Kristina, I hope you feel beter and I love yoooooou!
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You'll never know, what you've done for me, what your faith in me, has done for my soul...
Apr. 30th, 2004 | 05:53 pm
mood: ecstatic
music: John Stevens IV - Music Of My Heart
Sorry about not updating in a while…..here’s what’s been going on with me.
As you may know, John was voted off American Idol Wednesday night and I couldn’t have been sadder. I probably cried the whole night. =’( I didn’t want him eliminated but I didn’t want him to put up with all that crap either. Like the death threats, the bashers, and all the mean comments. I started crying as soon as Ryan said Jasmine was safe. I just had that feeling, you know? So crying, crying, crying, and guess what? More crying. He’s just to humble and sweet. Someone should give him an award for being the nicest guy in the world. He deserves it. I’m not gonna tell you all that happened because you already know but I just thought it was so nice of him (and this part made me cry even more) when Ryan asked him what he was going to miss the most and he turned around and looked at La Toya, Jasmine, Diana, Fantasia, and George and said “Them.”. Gah! I love him. I talked to Caroline and cried some more on the phone. So after that I just went to sleep because the longer I’d stay up, the more I’d cry. Oh, I’m so emotional. Anyway, I’m getting over it now. Besides, it doesn’t matter if he won AI or not. He was my American idol from the very start and he always will be. <3
On the lighter note, I talked Kristina on Tuesday! It was SO much fun! Kristina, thatw as the best phone conversation ever. =D And thank you for teaching me how to pronounce anesthesiologist, haha! It has become a tradition now. I’ll talk to her every Tuesday night. I know I said I wouldn’t watch American Idol after John got voted off but if watching AI is the time to talk to Kristina, then I will! Besides, Ryan’s way too cute to miss. ;)
Ahhh! Just now my dad brought home a brand new spankin’ computer! My dad’s friend at work had all these computers and decided to give one to my dad. YAY!!! God bless that man (whoever he is, haha!). =D And my old computer hasn’t been working for months now (just sitting there uselessly) and I had to live with one computer…..oh how much better life going to be, lol! =D
As you may know, John was voted off American Idol Wednesday night and I couldn’t have been sadder. I probably cried the whole night. =’( I didn’t want him eliminated but I didn’t want him to put up with all that crap either. Like the death threats, the bashers, and all the mean comments. I started crying as soon as Ryan said Jasmine was safe. I just had that feeling, you know? So crying, crying, crying, and guess what? More crying. He’s just to humble and sweet. Someone should give him an award for being the nicest guy in the world. He deserves it. I’m not gonna tell you all that happened because you already know but I just thought it was so nice of him (and this part made me cry even more) when Ryan asked him what he was going to miss the most and he turned around and looked at La Toya, Jasmine, Diana, Fantasia, and George and said “Them.”. Gah! I love him. I talked to Caroline and cried some more on the phone. So after that I just went to sleep because the longer I’d stay up, the more I’d cry. Oh, I’m so emotional. Anyway, I’m getting over it now. Besides, it doesn’t matter if he won AI or not. He was my American idol from the very start and he always will be. <3
On the lighter note, I talked Kristina on Tuesday! It was SO much fun! Kristina, thatw as the best phone conversation ever. =D And thank you for teaching me how to pronounce anesthesiologist, haha! It has become a tradition now. I’ll talk to her every Tuesday night. I know I said I wouldn’t watch American Idol after John got voted off but if watching AI is the time to talk to Kristina, then I will! Besides, Ryan’s way too cute to miss. ;)
Ahhh! Just now my dad brought home a brand new spankin’ computer! My dad’s friend at work had all these computers and decided to give one to my dad. YAY!!! God bless that man (whoever he is, haha!). =D And my old computer hasn’t been working for months now (just sitting there uselessly) and I had to live with one computer…..oh how much better life going to be, lol! =D
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standing on the edge of time, i walked away when love was mine...
Apr. 23rd, 2004 | 04:14 pm
mood: groggy
music: John Stevens IV - Mandy
First off, thank you, John for choosing this song to sing! I absolutely love it and it's my favorite Barry Manilow song ever. =D
Anywho, I left school early on Tuesday and didn't go all this week. The reason? Well, here's what happened. Ever since I got up on Tuesday I felt dizzy and nauseaous. This went on for, like, half the day. Finally during lunch I just got up and went to the nurse's office to call my mother to come pick me up because I was about to collapse at any minute now. She came and she took me to the doctor. Turns out I have Hypoglycemia. What is that? It's low blood sugar. Wow, that was suprising because I eat all that junk food. They found this out because they did a blood test. A shot, whoo hoo. =P But anyway, they decide I should go get tested. I didn't go back to school because I always felt, tired, nauseaous and dizzy. So today I went to this laboratory type place and got tested. This is how the procedure went:
-First, I went there to get a blood test. Also, the previous night I was told not to eat anything after 8pm.
-I get the blood test done (Thanfully I'm not afraid of shots so I was realyl scared about it) and I'm sent off to go eat then exactly 2 hours AFTER eating I have to come back and take another blood test.
-I ate. I had a tuna sandwich with a glass fo Gatorade and I waited 2 hours and went back to the lab. I got another blood test. That was shot number 2 (but 3 if you count yesterday). Then I'm told to wait 1 hour and then come back (no eating).
-I come back in an our and they do the 3rd and final blood test. I'm done, finally! I didn't get the results back but I'll find out on Monday or Tuesday. The lady there said I looked really pale and tired. =/ Oh well. I forgot to ask if Hypoglycemia was a life-long illness. I hope it's not. Does anyone know and/or have it also?
On the lighter note, I might talk to Kristina tonight! =D I'm SO excited! Hopefully I won't make a total dork of myself on the phone though, LOL.
Anywho, goodbye friends! <3
Anywho, I left school early on Tuesday and didn't go all this week. The reason? Well, here's what happened. Ever since I got up on Tuesday I felt dizzy and nauseaous. This went on for, like, half the day. Finally during lunch I just got up and went to the nurse's office to call my mother to come pick me up because I was about to collapse at any minute now. She came and she took me to the doctor. Turns out I have Hypoglycemia. What is that? It's low blood sugar. Wow, that was suprising because I eat all that junk food. They found this out because they did a blood test. A shot, whoo hoo. =P But anyway, they decide I should go get tested. I didn't go back to school because I always felt, tired, nauseaous and dizzy. So today I went to this laboratory type place and got tested. This is how the procedure went:
-First, I went there to get a blood test. Also, the previous night I was told not to eat anything after 8pm.
-I get the blood test done (Thanfully I'm not afraid of shots so I was realyl scared about it) and I'm sent off to go eat then exactly 2 hours AFTER eating I have to come back and take another blood test.
-I ate. I had a tuna sandwich with a glass fo Gatorade and I waited 2 hours and went back to the lab. I got another blood test. That was shot number 2 (but 3 if you count yesterday). Then I'm told to wait 1 hour and then come back (no eating).
-I come back in an our and they do the 3rd and final blood test. I'm done, finally! I didn't get the results back but I'll find out on Monday or Tuesday. The lady there said I looked really pale and tired. =/ Oh well. I forgot to ask if Hypoglycemia was a life-long illness. I hope it's not. Does anyone know and/or have it also?
On the lighter note, I might talk to Kristina tonight! =D I'm SO excited! Hopefully I won't make a total dork of myself on the phone though, LOL.
Anywho, goodbye friends! <3
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the fundamental things apply as time goes by...
Apr. 16th, 2004 | 07:43 pm
mood: happy
music: John Stevens - As Time Goes By
Last night was SO freakin' nerve-wracking!
The scene: My mother and me sitting on the couch watching American Idol. My father is on the computer. Ryan announces that Jon Peter Lewis, Diana DeGarmo and my love, John Stevens are in the bottom 3. Okay, keep cool, Seda. He'll just go back and be safe. But no. Diana is safe. Okay, I'm keepin' cool. He surely must be safe. I mean, JPL and Johnny. JPL is so out. Okay, commercial break. I'm worried. I'm sad. I'm angry. I'm anxious. I'm losing my mind. I get up and pace back and forth in my living room. I'm seriously on the verge of tears. If John is out, I'll cry. I'm SO not in the mood to cry. I mean, I was having a pretty good day. I didn't want it ruined. I run into my room say my quick prayers for John and runn back. Okay, commerical break is over. JPL or John. John or JPL. OMG, TELL US ALREADY, RYAN!!! And the next person eliminated is....
Jon Peter Lewis!!!!!!!!!!!
YAY!!! I jumped up and screamed!!! Hooray for Johnny!!!
He's safe this week but next week's Barry Manilow week and I must vote more!
I'm so happy. =D
The scene: My mother and me sitting on the couch watching American Idol. My father is on the computer. Ryan announces that Jon Peter Lewis, Diana DeGarmo and my love, John Stevens are in the bottom 3. Okay, keep cool, Seda. He'll just go back and be safe. But no. Diana is safe. Okay, I'm keepin' cool. He surely must be safe. I mean, JPL and Johnny. JPL is so out. Okay, commercial break. I'm worried. I'm sad. I'm angry. I'm anxious. I'm losing my mind. I get up and pace back and forth in my living room. I'm seriously on the verge of tears. If John is out, I'll cry. I'm SO not in the mood to cry. I mean, I was having a pretty good day. I didn't want it ruined. I run into my room say my quick prayers for John and runn back. Okay, commerical break is over. JPL or John. John or JPL. OMG, TELL US ALREADY, RYAN!!! And the next person eliminated is....
Jon Peter Lewis!!!!!!!!!!!
YAY!!! I jumped up and screamed!!! Hooray for Johnny!!!
He's safe this week but next week's Barry Manilow week and I must vote more!
I'm so happy. =D